Finally

I have finally started working on my pregnancy scrapbook.  Tonight I did 3 pages.  One was already completed.  So there are 4 pages done!  Progress...

I have finally been able to cut back on my Zofran.  In the beginning I was taking it 3 times a day.  Now I'm down to 1 pill every day and a half.  Trying to wean completely off it, but when I do I get sick.  So I guess I still need it a little!

I have finally started showing.  At first I was just kind of fat looking.  Now it's actually looking more and more like a preggo belly.  Here I am at 14 and a half weeks:

(I actually look bigger than this now, and this was less than a week ago!)

And I finally have some pants that fit!  My little sister was kind enough to let me borrow some of her maternity clothes.  Maternity pants are my new favorite.

I'm finally experiencing the heartburn and reflux that had been strangely missing from this pregnancy.  Okay, honestly I didn't miss them all that much.  But arrive they have, with a vengence.

I've finally decided I'm not going to get a flu shot.  Or attend childbirth classes.  Go ahead, tell me I'm wrong.  I don't care. 

And finally, I've reached a point where I feel God is really, truly going to bless our family with this miracle of miracles growing inside me.  It's hard for me to say that, as the pain of loss still haunts me every day.  But I've finally given this baby over to God, and I know there's no better place for him or her to be!